There's so much time it takes to vent, so I'm putting it short so I can sleep; The world is preferring to adapt to worse conditions rather than fighting back. Is adapting all the time really good? Too much of anything is a bad thing. I just don't see any restraints of kids or teens anymore, sure they should have freedom but it seems like no one actually cares anymore. So more recklessness is able to happen and no one really wants to bother with it. Soon compassionate people will be labeled wrongly as emo kids (a lot of kids at my school don't know what emo's are besides that they're hated) and discourage anyone to show emotion, sympathy, or anything mushy.

The world's going crazy because people who accuse other people as if what they're doing or how they are is bad, when they do it themselves they don't get the same treatment. Hypocrisy yey... Sometimes you don't realize it, but I hate it when people bite me when I try to point it out, or when I don't (hypocrisy again). Makes me want to do nothing to avoid any conflict, but that's not how I am. Maybe I'll make a difference in the world where people will get along better rather than adapting to things that will upset us. It makes us stronger to put up with things like that, but it's just silly when it's really unnecessary for the point of living. There's no benefit unless everyone only continues to accept any crap rather than change.

Blah blah blah. Anyways I just have so much words, stories I want to say, it's my only vent, but it's so repetitive. I hope I can make a comic/story soon from me analyzing life. Life wasn't meant to destroy without any rebirth. I'm going crazy from contradictions and my vents not being able to vent out. I want to make a difference in the world, I guess maybe not today yet. I'm tempted to delete all of this so I don't feel ashamed or embarrassed of how I express myself or how people see me, but this is my journal. I can't prevent anyone to see me differently than what I want/expect. Yay misinterpretation or negative judgments~ This is a reminder for my future self to one day finish this vent topic in a story~


Well here's my submission to this site, I need tons of votes so if you can, vote for me so I can win money for college. It's a scholarship thingy. So whooOoo....
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